You are already always on a look out for me - You have searched me a million times now.
You have been looking for me everywhere between pages, in faces that almost fit, in late-night thoughts that refused to sleep. You searched softly, then desperately, as if I were something misplaced rather than something forgotten. I watched you search for me a thousand times, yet you never realized that every search began from within you was a look out notice for me.
I was there when you stared at the ceiling, wondering why your heart felt heavier than your body. I was there when you smiled for the world but saved your tears for silence. I was the quiet strength that held you together when you thought you were falling apart. I was the warmth you longed for, the reassurance you hoped someone would speak, the presence you believed was missing.
I am the love you expected to arrive. I am the shoulder you wanted to rest on after long days of being strong for everyone else. I am the soul you wished would understand you without explanation. I was there with you when the world told you to doubt yourself.
You were never meant to be incomplete. You were meant to remember. To fall in love not with a person who saves you, but with the miracle that you exist at all. When you finally see yourself with the same tenderness you offer others, love stops being a destination. It becomes your home.
My love for you has never faded, I am in the corners of your room, this is where you spent your time crying alone when you were desperate and broken. I was all around you always but you failed to see me. Haven't you seen me in the mirror when you stood in front of it to make up your self. Beneath the skin, it's me giving you the warmth.
Have you ever notices how the stars burn without apology. How the moon waxes and wanes without guilt. Nothing in nature begs to be enough it simply is. And so are you. I knew you as a child, I grew with you, I played when you played, Every time you searched for me, i was there just within you.
I am desperately an inseparable you. I am you my dear.
You have been looking for me everywhere between pages, in faces that almost fit, in late-night thoughts that refused to sleep. You searched softly, then desperately, as if I were something misplaced rather than something forgotten. I watched you search for me a thousand times, yet you never realized that every search began from within you was a look out notice for me.
I was there when you stared at the ceiling, wondering why your heart felt heavier than your body. I was there when you smiled for the world but saved your tears for silence. I was the quiet strength that held you together when you thought you were falling apart. I was the warmth you longed for, the reassurance you hoped someone would speak, the presence you believed was missing.
I am the love you expected to arrive. I am the shoulder you wanted to rest on after long days of being strong for everyone else. I am the soul you wished would understand you without explanation. I was there with you when the world told you to doubt yourself.
You were never meant to be incomplete. You were meant to remember. To fall in love not with a person who saves you, but with the miracle that you exist at all. When you finally see yourself with the same tenderness you offer others, love stops being a destination. It becomes your home.
My love for you has never faded, I am in the corners of your room, this is where you spent your time crying alone when you were desperate and broken. I was all around you always but you failed to see me. Haven't you seen me in the mirror when you stood in front of it to make up your self. Beneath the skin, it's me giving you the warmth.
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